WITH MY HANDS UP, PUT YOUR HANDS UP,
This is where my Life of NS begins.
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National Service Day 66
Monday, March 15, 2010 @ 3:24:00 PM
9/03/2010
0:20 Home Sweet Home in 1 day, SHOULD BE!! Changed to 2 days . . . back home on 11/03/2010, result on that day itself!! Knowing result on 11/03/2010 is already scary enough, now going back on that day itself is even scarier!! I wanna change my destination to Shah Alam tomorrow but the possibilities are almost 0%. This is so unfair!! I already planned going out on result day itself and now everything is ruined!! That's first, second, I know this will happen although I don't want it to happen. I felt so scare and lost when I'm not going back with him. It's not like he cares or anything but the feeling is really insecure, weird, anger, hatred, unsatisfied etc simple enough, geramji!! It's like losing someone that is really close to you and not being taken care of the whole journey. Why wouldn't he cooperate with me!! Why wouldn't he tells me his plan?? If it wasn't because of the chocolate muffin, I don't think he'll tell me at all!! Ugh, I'm just being foolish here, knowing him as my neighbor here is really a bad thing!! Forget about that, I'll try to settle it on my own tomorrow. The same old topic is being brought up again. CY, don't walk to me and say "Eh, everyone thinks we couple, is it?" How do you expect me to answer that?? How did they know at the first place?? I thought only Keat practice that? Bad rumors do spread fast. And, I'm one of the victim as well. That chibi Daus and some Bravo guy who looks a lot like Zikri suddenly came attacking me yesterday night when I was having fun smacking Yen Siang. Fiz attacked me with Wafiy, Zikri-look-alike-twin and chibi Daus attacked me with CY, not being able to go back on 10/03/2010, taking result the same day as leaving here!! Losing my favorite 0.38 G-2 Pilot Black Pen (Hardly used it). How can my life gets any better?? Frustrated, Aki 1:00 |
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