WITH MY HANDS UP, PUT YOUR HANDS UP,
This is where my Life of NS begins.
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National Service Day 39
Friday, March 12, 2010 @ 5:38:00 PM
10/02/2010
23:18 I'm so stupid History repeats itself. Why am I always so stupid?!?! Why can't I think like boys?!?!? They're so creative. Why didn't I think wisely?? I regret. I REGRET. I REALLY REGRET!! I took all the trouble to steal it without anyone noticing it and in the end, I hand it back to them. I just throw my chance down the drain. I WAS FUCKING HELL STUPID!! Now, I'll be facing the musics once I see them. I can;t forgive myself. I never learn from my mistakes at least once!! I failed myself and I failed him. I'm really sorry!! I failed to be the best shooter. There were 3 best shooter, 2 from Alpha and 1 from Delta. Their scores 84, 81 and 80. My ranking is in top 10, not mistaken number 6. So far, I'm the highest Chinese shooter from company Charlie. But somehow, I felt proud as well. I mean it was like, I'm in Detail 35 number 7 which is the second last. The score for bull eyes is 5 marks and from number 1 till 6, no one hits the bull eye. I thought I might failed as well but then, they announced I got 9 out of 20 shots. I was like WOOO!!! But number 8 got 10 shots. I missed 3 shots, totally wasted. First 10 training shots, 3 shots I aimed at my neighbor's board. LOL. Luckily it was only training. One think I'm still doubting, did I finished my 20 shots? I didn't get to pull the trigger with empty magazine, my tutor just took it the M16 away!! Did she took because I'm the last to finish my shoot?? I really took my time aiming the targets even though that M16 was burning like hell. I'd sacrifice my fingers to hold that burning M16. The recoil was strong, I couldn't overcome it. By the way, I got number 6 with the highest Chinese shooter, score . . . 75 over 100 History repeats itself, Aki 23.45 |
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