TiK toK.

20/01/2010

23:23

Today was a great and enjoying day, everyday is a great day to me now. In class, I "almost" perfected juggling, just a little more but too bad, my buddy still couldn't juggle well, I guess we couldn't perform next Monday. We played calculation in class. Every group was given 30 cards and each people will get at least 3 cards and they are not allowed to let other people see their cards but only reading it out. I was proud of myself because in the group, my math is the best and the rest were so-so. I understand what my buddy is explaining but my group mates can't understand. I got fed up and be rude with them, I felt guilty but this is the first time I ever been so committed since I arrived. It's a good start for me. I start to see my attitudes from others and I'm trying my best to change little by little.

Saddest part was almost majority of the guy thought I'm a Siamese. WHY?? Because I don't mix with the rest of the Chinese. I just found out that most of the boys I mix speak their dialects but I don't. I felt bad and sad. I should have learned when I was young. Everyday, I loom forward for "riadah" and night time non-Muslims break, this is the time where I get to mix around with my friends and share opinions and thoughts. I start to know that CY is not as innocent as I thought. As expected from Kien.

CNY is coming and we only have 5 days breaks, plan to hang out but surely a failure because the timing are too pack. However, after NS, will be a great time. Looking forward for tomorrow.

Changing,

Aki

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