18/01/201023:38
First time writing, more like manual blogging. I miss Kien very much, I want to hear his "yin yang" stories.
As usual my attitudes problem came to visit me. Now all the girls hated/dislikes me. Why??
- I'm-better-than-every one's-face
- Ego
- Wanna meet ghost(every girls afraid of this)
- Doing something people dislike
- Too straight Forward
- Refuse to speak Mandarin
- Proudly announced I'm a free-thinker and "I DON'T PRAY"
Yup, all Chinese girls here speaks Mandarin very well except me. English speakers, Leonie and I. Guys, a gang of them!! How lucky!!
Unexpectedly, CY became my life savior. Yup, I was lonely and basically not invited to any groups. He came to me one day and be-friend with me. Now, I'm in their group. A group of Alpha and Bravo guys and I'm the only gal. Kien is very happy about this.
"Expected English men accept English gals", says Kien. "Plus, I'm a noob IT girl, a girl failure, suitable to hang out with boys".
Without CY, I won't be having any friends. CY, if you ever read this, remember, you are the best boyfriend I ever known.
Ate KFC with Zen's and CY's family. OMG, like "Kin Ka Jeong" *sigh* Overall, NS is fine. Kien, no need to worry about me anymore. I found CY and Wafiy, both of them will take good care of me.
P:S: CY, hopefully you'll be fine tomorrow. I'm sorry I couldn't see through your face that you are having "sam si". But, trust me, if you ever need a person to talk to, I'm always there!!
Being hated,
Aki
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